Monday, June 2, 2025
Tuesday, May 20, 2025
I Sought Healing For My Daughter and I Found Peace
My one daughter has struggled with high functioning Autism, mental and physical health issues most of her life. I've read tons of books, taken her to countless mental & behavioral health providers, and she has had various holistic health treatments. Very little worked for more than a decade, and when something did work it, unfortunately it didn't last long.
In 2023 - 2024, she became much worse & the being before me in my daughter's body was barely recognizable. Her eyes, once filled with happiness and curiosity, now held a deep anger. Where was the beautiful soul who stuck up for the underdog, prayed & sent healing with me to people in accidents when we drove by, where was the happy and loving being I knew as Kim? All we were experiencing was an angry person who could not be happy or content for more than 5 minutes and denied her happiness when we pointed it out to try to help her build onto the happiness to help relieve her depression. Needless to say, dealing with that intense level of anger was challenging. Nothing seemed to be working and she was getting worse. She had been admitted again, and this was becoming a recurrence every couple of months.
I realized when she was 14 and the cycle of unwellness became worse, l can offer support, but I do have to let her have her own path based on her decisions, even if her decisions meant a more difficult path. As I watched my daughter continually slip away, I continued looking for answers, but was discouraged. The mental health system is so overburdened, there aren't enough providers in general, but if you are looking for providers who treat Autism and other disorders, it proved almost impossible.
An associate of mine, Alison Sahoo, asked if we had ever tried Pranic Healing. I had been praying for Kim more than ever, so I decided we'd try Pranic Healing. I started attending the online mediations and Pranic Healers started working on Kim remotely. I attended my first in person meditation on the Twin Hearts at Pebble Hill Church. This was challenging for me as l had to pass the hospital Kim was in to get there, and visitation was only once a week, and not that day. I wiped the tears away as I drove by thinking, “I love you. I hope this helps us both.” Upon arriving at Pebble Hill Church, I stepped out of my truck and immediately felt more angels around me. I felt the overwhelming Angelic warmth and love. I continued into the building where I was greeted by more angels in art form and spiritual form. During the meditation, another angel appeared to me.
I asked, “Are you here to help Kim?" To my surprise, he responded, “No, I'm here to help you through this," and he put his arm around me. He then said, "Rose is helping Kim." and I saw the angel who was helping my daughter. I know without a doubt there are angels helping every being on the planet. Seeing those two angels who had been assigned to us during the most challenging times of our lives brought me an instant peace l didn't know was possible while navigating a situation like this. I have been doing the Twin Hearts Meditation and Pranic Healing Sessions for my daughters and I since last spring & it has made a huge difference in our lives.
In August of 2024, the healings helped Kim so much, she was stable enough to take Pranic Healing level 1 (Basic class) with me. It was what we both needed. The weekend of the class I saw the daughter who had been slipping away come back temporarily, reinforcing the belief that the beautiful soul was still there somewhere. Though she was hospitalized a short time later, we all had renewed hope. Though she is still struggling from lack of adequate care, I have peace with the situation thanks to the Angels & Pranic Healing. I'm grateful beyond expression to God, the Angels,
Master Choa Kok Sui for creating Pranic Healing, the Pranic Healers who have worked on our family the past year & continue to work on our family, and Alison Sahoo, for suggesting this, teaching it, & being such a source of support. If you haven't tried Pranic Healing yet, I encourage you to do so. It will change your life if you let it.
Here is the link for Pranic Healing Bucks County where you can find their online and in person events: https://www.meetup.com/pranic-healing-bucks-county-meetup/events/307638277/?recId=8581d053-d99f-4b0f-8a11-ed6312b86297&recSource=event-search&searchId=8e224eba-1432-438a-a588-8db0afd071f6&eventOrigin=find_page%24all
Wednesday, May 14, 2025
Love Is Never Wasted
Love is never wasted. We are freely given love from the Divine. We are loved more than we know or can even start to imagine. We are loved by God, the Angels, ancestors we are aware of & ones we are unaware of, and countless other beings- Divine, human, & animal.
When we give love, we are blessed in countless ways. It doesn't matter if we give love to someone related to us / we know, someone we don't know but we feel is hurting or needs help, an animal, or a plant. Giving love raises your vibration, the vibration of the receiver if they are open to it, & raises the vibration of the planet. Even if that love is never returned or the
the receiver doesn't know where it came from, they, us, & the planet will be blessed.
Love is never wasted. When you give love, it softens your heart and opens you up to receive more love. Today I encourage you to make a conscious effort to share a little love, in whatever way feels right to you. Offer a kind word, a helping hand, a moment of appreciation, or simply send loving thoughts out into the world. Love is never wasted, so give it freely and allow the blessings to flow to everyone.
Sunday, April 13, 2025
You Are One of the Best Miracles
You are a miracle. Everything about you is a miracle. Do you realize how truly special you are? Let’s take a moment to explore this. Think about all the complexities it takes for anyone to exist: You breathe without thinking. Your blood flows without thinking. Your heart pumps without thinking. Your body performs thousands of tasks every day, working in harmony—without you even being aware of it.
Now let’s go deeper, more personal. You are one of the greatest miracles in my life. A few years before you were conceived, multiple doctors told me I would never be able to have children due to my back injuries. And if by some miracle I did conceive, I would never carry a baby to full term. Those deeply inaccurate words are still etched in my soul, but they feel very different now than when they were first spoken. Like many hurtful things said to me in the past, those words became a call to action.
No, I didn’t set out to prove the doctors wrong. But when I heard your spirit ask me from the other side, “When do I get to come and join the family, Mommy?”—how could I believe the doctors knew more than Spirit? If you weren’t meant to be here, you wouldn’t have been permitted to ask to come. Like so many other limiting words I’ve heard, those became my quiet resolve—my moment to pray, surrender, and ask for the Divine Will to be done. And then, we watched as you came into our lives.
When you were young, you faced many challenges that made daily life difficult. Several doctors told me—when you were just 5, 6, or 7—that you would always struggle, that you wouldn’t be able to regulate your emotions, or even hold a part-time job. I chose not to believe them. Instead, I chose to learn as much as I could to help you become whatever you were meant to be. I knew without a doubt that you had a purpose, just like everyone else. I believed your challenges held silver linings—and that the world would be blessed by your presence.
What I didn’t realize was how much of a blessing you would be to me.
You were the first person in my life who not only allowed me to love them fully but who loved me back—with hugs, cuddles, laughter, and joy. Yes, there were tears, moments of anger, and turbulent emotions brought on by Autism. But I believe the deep love we shared helped soften those times, so they now feel like brief glimpses of struggle amidst a much greater story of joy and connection.
We had so many moments of silliness, wonder, and the kind of happiness only childhood can bring. I thank you—and the Creator—for that. Through you, I was able to share countless moments with my inner child that I missed out on during my own youth. We said “I love you” dozens of times a day. We hugged. And we created an environment where peace could return quickly after emotional storms.
If someone had looked in from the outside during one of those difficult moments, they might not have understood how we could go from visible distress—yelling, crying, anger—to the soft, snuggly “cuddle bundle” we often became just minutes later. But that’s exactly what happened. And it was a miracle in itself.
You did that. You helped us both heal, even though it wasn’t intentional on your part. After each storm passed, hugging you, helping you calm down, and reminding you that your actions weren’t truly you—they were just your condition in that moment—helped us both grow.
What a miracle you are.
Now, 22 years later, you are an extraordinary person. I hope one day you fully realize how miraculous you truly are. You not only learned to manage your emotions most of the time (hey, we all have our moments), but you radiate happiness—and that joy touches everyone around you.
Over the years, on days when I’ve struggled to hold onto happiness or find my way back to it, I’ve often looked at the joy you find in life. In those moments, I’m reminded that true happiness lives in the simplest things. For that, I thank you. Others have seen your light too—and they’ve shared with me how you’ve lifted their spirits by just being yourself.
I believe it’s time you knew the impact you have.
And just to honor the practical side of the miracle you are: You have a permanent job. You’re learning to cook more and better. You take care of yourself mostly, and you know how to clean and manage your space. These are all incredible achievements—especially for someone with Autism.
I know I tell you this often, but I want to say it here too: I am so deeply proud of the beautiful person you are. I look forward to continuing our journey together as the miracle that you are continues to unfold.
Thank you for being here and sharing this path with me.
Thank you for healing yourself, for healing me, and for helping others along the way—just by being you.
I am so honored to be your mother. Words can’t fully express it.
This writing is dedicated to my beautiful, loving daughter, Ashley.